Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in kyllie's LiveJournal:

Thursday, January 19th, 2006
11:25 pm	Because you made me Hi..haven't written..don't really want to...quit smoking..hate work, hate living here...pretty much hate everything right now. (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 18th, 2005
5:01 am	Update Well it's been a while since I've written in this thing and with people mentioning it over Aetolia I figured I may as well come back and write a few things. Not alot has happened in life since I last wrote. Cassie and Sophie came up from Brissie for a visit..which was rather nice. Got together with Cass an Nikki a few times..oooh..and dragged Aaron out to a night of bowling *cackle*. That was tops..way too much fun laughing at Nikki. *duck* It was good catching up with everyone that's for sure. Playing Aetolia alot more lately..it's been my main mud since I don't really do anything on Imperian anymore. It's pretty much just Whyte and me sitting around in a room dazing out whilst we do other things...or talking elsewhere. I enjoy talking to him alot..he always makes things more fun. And well..with my not-so-great interest in Imperian lately, he's certainly helped increase my interest. Always have to watch what I say though, I know I'm really odd and weird..don't particularly feel like scaring yet another person off. Just recently changed my char on aetolia over to a vamp which has been better than it was before. It was great fun..and it was nice to see everyone again since we don't really get to see each other all that often..expcept Aaron..who's first time it was to meet Cass an Nikki...reminds of a conversation we had.. GelfDemira (11:44:52 PM): Sooo...the whole point of dragging you there...did ya have fun? Bootsie (11:45:17 PM): Yeah more than I expected to actually GelfDemira (11:45:26 PM): Good Bootsie (11:45:41 PM): Laughing at idiots is always amusing, though I swear they were putting most of that on GelfDemira (11:45:55 PM): Umm... GelfDemira (11:46:02 PM): *cough* GelfDemira (11:46:11 PM): They weren't :/ Bootsie (11:46:11 PM): You have to be kidding... GelfDemira (11:46:30 PM): that's how they normally are... Bootsie (11:46:31 PM): Ignorance is bliss <3 Bootsie First time meeting them and he's probably already scared away :P Muds have been okay so far..few quotes to add for that.. Whyte Vuh'uni, the Telepath very sadly says, "Ya dun look so cute bruised..." He's so adorable ^^ (VaF): Hursh says, "Woo!" (VaF): Samanthia says, "You found a pink scarf to go with the boots?" (VaF): Hursh says, "Nope, I'm lookin though. And for some reason pink boxer shorts never caught on." (VaF): Samanthia says, "I'd wear those.. if I find any I'll buy us some." (VaF): Hursh says, "Woo! But no stealing mine." (VaF): Samanthia says, "No sharing either !!" Some very, very odd people... Anyways...not a great deal else to talk about really...so laters! (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
3:22 pm	*mutter* Meh, not as such depressed but close enough to it. Speaking to Lewe again oh yay. *sigh* I dunno what to do about that boyo. Another boring day in the life of me *roll* Played Imperian for a while and got completely wrecked down by Laia, did the dishes... Anyways...enough typing for now *sagenod* Buh bye! Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Wherever you will go - The Calling (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
6:29 am	Up until now... Well up until now things have been fairly boring. Imperian's been the same, few events here and there but nothing that truly stands out. Life in general has been pretty crap, family is already starting christmas plans *scowl* I hate christmas. *slump* Netball is beginning to suck. We're in "B" grade but because there's an odd number of teams, we get to play the "A" grade teams. Yay for us. *roll* Bleh, at the moment I'm not speaking with Lewellyn. After all the crap he got put through and put himself through, I dun think going back to louise is the wisest choice. She's never there when you need her most and she doesn't understand things. How does that make to be a good partner? I know ya love her Lewe, but there's gotta be more than that. I love ya to death an I care about ya...I just don't think that being with her is the best thing. But then again neither is living at home where you are. I know what yer goin through believe me, except my situation was with my father. And it wasn't just the beatings....the put downs and such that went with it hurt just as much. And like you...my mother wouldn't really do anything to stop it. I used to lock myself in my room turn up my music and try to ignore them. For days on end I wouldn't come out ventured out in the wee hours of the morning to get something to eat every so often. Tried going to school as much as possible...the only true place I could get away from it all. Yer never in that situation alone....as someone who's been through it, I'll be here for ya, but please...don't mention her. The only grounds I'll ever speak to you on. I miss speaking to you and I"m not really as such pissed at you, I'm just standing my ground on my beliefs. *shrug* Well breakfast seems to be calling.... Why does life have no meaning? No real reason for living? Am I the only one who feels this way? I can't be with the ones I love, I cannot hold them close at all, I cannot hide behind these lies anymore. My life is not what I wish it to be, but I cannot change, what I do not control. I know things happen for a reason, but there's things I wish didn't. There may be a reason for living, but I have not found, for it hides itself too well. The pain digs deeper into my soul, until I can no longer bare the pain. For the love I once had, has faded away into a light gray mist. The night of death has overcome me, the feelings of this pain I once had slowly drifting away, as the water runs red all over my body. Light captures my body as it lifts me higher, higher into the sky and clouds, Drifting above, looking down below at the life I left behind, Regret sinks in as I cry myself into eternity at the selfish thing I had done. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Darren Hayes - Insatiable (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
11:45 pm	hmmm Thinking lots...it's hurts >_ (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
5:56 pm	Boredom Had a 3 hour long secretary meeting on Imperian today *mutter* Oh how joyful. Putting it to Kinsarmar to allow positions to become vacant for mages. It's like i'm watching a dream. A dream which i'll never wake up from says: I'm lovable and extremely fuckable... and nice How's that for charming? *grin* Lewe ya cutie you're going to be the death of us one day *sparkle* Oh and can't forget this one... It's like i'm watching a dream. A dream which i'll never wake up from says: well, no matter how hot the weather gets, you'll always be hotter. *grin* Isn't he sweet? *titter* Yeah...right...*grin* Nah truly he's a sweetie an a lil cutie. He's so mean...won't even tell me what he needs passport photos for *pout* Mean Lewe! Anyways nuff ramblin' Later! (Comment on this)
Friday, September 10th, 2004
5:11 pm	Boredom Yes another day in the life of me, boring as all hell. Stayed at home, played imperian all day, oh how exciting *roll*. Nothing else happened, gotta clean up the side of the house tomorrow, excitement plus. Ciao (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
9:49 am	My life Well my life's pretty darn boring so don't expect great adventures to be unraveled here :p Went out for dinner last night and caught up with some friends for a movie. Went and saw the villager. Wasn't quite what we were all expecting...but it made us jump at least once :p Well...with the exception of me who aparently jumped three times :p Playin Imperian as always...it's getting boring lately. Not a great deal happening. But I guess that's life. Anyways, enough rambling for me. Laters (Comment on this)